Author pen name : Esora05

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First of all, thank you for giving this story a chance. "Do I Deserve To Be Loved ??." is my second story.

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This book and the concept of "Do I Deserve To Be Loved ??." is purely my imagination.

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This book contains mature content and language thus it does not mean that the author supports.

This book contains violence against women and body shaming scenes thus it does not mean that the author supports.

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Chapter 1

Leka pov,

Lying on the floor, I could not stand the cold. Therefore, I sat up on the floor and leaned against the wall and stared at the cell steel door. My new name is prisoner no.103. I got this name for the sins I did. Now I am spending my days in jail as the punishment for the sins I committed against my friend rosie. I don’t deserve to call her my friend. How could I be her friend when I tried to kill her when she was pregnant ?. Maybe nowadays God punishes the sinner immediately, that is why I was punished instantly for the sin I committed. My thoughts are interrupted by jailor voice,

"Prisoner no.103. Come out."

I got up from the floor with the support of the wall. I walk with a limp towards the cell door. He opened the door instantly as I got near to the door and shouted to me,

"Can't you walk a little faster ?. Come with me. Today you are going to be released from prison."

I mumbled sorry and tried to follow the jailor faster but no matter how much I tried I couldn't walk faster. Before coming into prison, I have shown my rich arrogance to many people; but after coming into prison, many prisoners proved their power by hitting me. As a result of their abuse, I can't walk without a little limp and can't carry anything in my left hand without trembling. My thoughts discontinued by jail officer voice,

"Sign here."

I signed where he ordered me to sign and he handed me a new floral dress and some money in my hands and told me,

" Your husband asked to give you this dress and this money for the penal labour work you did here. After giving your prisoner uniform, you can go out."

I nodded and went behind the curtain to take off my prisoner uniform and took the crumpled paper and note cards from the uniform and hid it inside my bra. After wearing the new dress, I gave the prisoner uniform to the jail officer.

As I was walking out of jail, the word "Husband" brought a smile to my face. I only know his name. Hari krishnan. His name is deeply imprinted in my mind and heart. I got him as a fortune when I thought I had lost everything. After marrying him, I endured the pain and suffering which I experienced in prison with the help of the words he wrote on the note card.

On that card the words "I am waiting for you ~ Hari " will be written.

He would send it for me monthly once with some fruits. Whenever I read his words, it gave me happiness, even though it was not some love or romantic words. Still the thought of someone waiting for me gave me hope to live my life. I would not have cared so much if this had happened three years ago because three years ago I had everything, but now I have nothing. I lost everything, my parents, my wealth, my beauty. Now no one will pass me without giving a disgusting look. Even after knowing everything he married me and accepted me as his wife. Now I have only one wish, to keep him always happy. Can I make him happy with my disability ?. Will he be happy with me ?. What would I do if he thought of me as a burden ?. My hari doesn't think like that. If he had thought so, then he wouldn't have gotten married to me.

As soon as I got out of prison the scorching sunlight bash on me. I looked for him all over through my sight but he was nowhere to be found. I waited for him with the thought that it might be taking time for him to get leave from the office.

While waiting for him I saw my figure in the doorglass of the car parked before me. My hourglass figure now turned into a skinny figure like a stick. In the past, I would spend many thousands to beautify my curly hair but now I have bun it up with the help of a cheap rubber band. My eyebrows have grown out of shape without regular threading. My eyes which had once been showing arrogance and pride, now showing dullness and little hope. My cheeks which were once soft, and smooth with high cheekbones now look sunken and my right cheek has a big scald scar. The scar was the first bruise I received as a reward for speaking out against a prisoner. My lips which once looked beautiful and kissable are now looking dry with little cracks.

As my glance moved to my neck, happiness shone on my face instantly. The yellow thali ( wedding chain ) which he tied around my neck was hanging on my neck. He tied this thali around my neck at our wedding and then we didn't do any other rituals like replacing the yellow thread with a strong yellow thread or gold chain. Hari took me out of prison on bail for one day and our wedding took place at the small temple in the presence of his family and lawyer uncle who is my father's friend.

(**The yellow thread is made of new white cotton thread preferably khadi thread not the sewing machine white thread. It is coated with turmeric paste, as turmeric is considered auspicious. The mangalsutra (called Thali) is strung in it. The groom ties it around the bride’s neck. Later they replace yellow thread with a more strong yellow thread or gold chain with rope like pattern **)

I agreed to marry him just to fulfil my father’s last wish. The last letter my father wrote for me is still etched deeply in my heart.

"My Dear Leka Darling,

As you read this letter your mother and I wouldn't have been alive. Forgive us for leaving you alone. Sorry leka darling. Your father wasn't able to take you out of prison. Now your father lost everything. After you went to jail, I could not focus on our family business. Therefore, our company started to face many losses. I sold all of our assets to compensate for the loss. But, still I couldn't save our company. Sorry leka for leaving you like this. Please leka after releasing from prison don't do any other sins. Your sins and our excessive affection towards you brought our family into this situation. I did not want to leave you alone like this. Therefore, I asked Hari, who worked as my PA, to marry you. He also agreed. Please marry him. He will keep you happy and you also try to be a good wife for him. It's my last wish. Please fulfil my last wish and let my soul rest in peace."

I wiped away the tears that filled my eyes with memories of my father. I lost my parents because of a frantic obsession towards varun. My family would not have been in this situation if I had not tried to kill Rosie after knowing Varun loves her. I know that there is no use regretting it now. Anyway I have to get the punishment for the sins I did. I think the pain I suffered in prison during those three years was a sufficient punishment given to me by God. From today onwards I wish to live my life happily with hari without committing any sin to anyone. I'm going to live my life as his wife.

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Chapter 2

Leka pov,

Half an hour had passed, yet he had not come. After standing for half an hour my legs started to ache. Therefore, I started to walk with the thought that I could sit on the stone under the tree which was a little distance away from me. An expensive car sped past me while I was walking. The thought occurred to me that he might be in that car. He was working as a PA in a company. How could he come in such an expensive car.. Therefore, I got rid of that thought and continued to walk. Suddenly I heard hari voice behind me,

"Leka madam, where are you going ?. Sorry I was late."

Hearing his sudden voice, I turned and looked at him with a smile. He still looks the same as he looked on our wedding day. His oily black hair which he was combed neatly like school boy, his big spectacle which is perfectly hiding his thick eyebrows and his brown eyes, his slim nose, his average lips, his thick black moustache, his oval-shaped face, his well toned body which he hide inside his suit neatly. As I was looking at him shamelessly, I heard his voice again.

"Leka madam, what are you thinking while looking at me ?."

I felt my face blooming with redness in the embarrassment of being caught by him. I moved my glance to the road to hide my embarrassment from him. Why does he call me madam ?. Has he forgotten that I am his wife ?. With these thoughts, I told him firmly.

"Hari, I am your wife so don't address me as madam. Call me by my name or another name which you like."

"But madam." He began to say something. But, after noticing my angry glare, he stopped it and told me again with a smile,

"Okay leka. Wait here. I'll be back in a minute."

I nodded with a smile. He ran and got into that expensive car and drove it and parked near me and told me to get in. I got in the car with doubts. To clear my doubts I asked him in confused tone,

"Hari, whose car is this ?."

"Oo..ho.. This is my boss's car. He ordered me to bring it from the workshop on the way to the office. Therefore, I thought to drop you at home first then I would go to the office."

I nodded and asked him while looking at him,

"Where do you work now ?."

"I'm working in your father's company as PA for Ramakrishan sir who bought your father's company." He replied to me with a forced smile.

I nodded and looked at the outside scenery and wiped away the tears that came out of my parents' memories. I should not cry, my father would always say that he couldn't bear to see my tears. I have pretended to cry countless times to make my father accept my wish. From today onwards I am going to live according to my father's wishes. Smile Leka. I told myself and smiled with watery eyes. The car was going into some slum area and I was looking at it with confusion. Why did hari bring me here ?. As I was immersed in my own thoughts, I heard hari voice,

"Leka.. Get down from the car. We have to walk a little distance from here to go home."

I nodded with a smile and got out of the car with difficulty. I didn’t feel difficult when I got in the car but it was so hard for me to get out of the car with my injured leg but somehow I got out of the car by holding the car door tightly. I got out of the car and looked at him, who was already looking at me with some unknown emotion. I smiled looking at him but he just gave me a plain look and started to walk fastly. I limped and tried to walk fastly to match his pace. No matter how hard I tried, I reached home 10 minutes later after he reached. I heard his angry voice at the instant I stepped inside the home.

"Can't you come fastly ?. I was going to be late for work because of your turtle walk. Stay here, don't go out. I will come back in the evening."

Before I could apologise to him, he left the house angrily. My eyes moist after hearing his mocking words in the way to insult my disability.

"Leka.. He has every right to get angry at you. Because of you, he was going to be late for office. You have to understand him." My mind tried to convince me.

Yes.. I have to understand his situation. He got angry in the tension. I have to apologise to him when he comes home in the evening. With these thoughts, I started looking around the house happily. It is an old ramshackle small house with a hall, kitchen and a bathroom. Everything was tiny in size, anyway it's perfect for us. It's our home. Mine and Hari home. Our sweet home. We are going to fill this home with love and happiness. The house seemed to be unused for several days, and spider webs and dust could be seen everywhere. Therefore, I start to look for a broom to clean the house but he doesn't have any necessary things in the home. When I was wondering what to do then I remembered the money I got in the prison.

After locking the door, I start to go out to buy necessary things but I do not know where the shop is. So I knocked on the door of the next house to enquire about shops which are near our home. A middle aged woman opened the door and asked me doubtedly after giving disgusting look,

"Who are you ?."

" Hello akka (sister). I am Hari's wife who is staying in the house next to you."

She give me confusing look and told me,

"Who is Hari ?. I don't know any hari. Go away from here."

After saying this, she tried to close the door. Somehow I managed her refusal and asked her about shops. She told me the route to go to the market area after giving me a doubtful look. I started to go by the route she told and bought all the things like cleaning items, vessels to cook food, vegetables and grocery. And I bought a pillow and bedsheet for him as a result of spotting a plain old bed on the corner of the hall in the house. As I was buying those things, some of them gave me a disgusting look and others gave me a pathetic look. It’s a normal thing for me to get a disgusting look.

But, why are some of them giving me pathetic looks ?. Do they think I can't be like other housewives ?.

No.. I can also be a good wife for my hari. I will prove to everyone that it is wrong for them to underestimate me.

Then I hired an auto and brought everything to our home. I bought everything from one shop. Therefore, with the help of one worker I placed everything inside the auto without any problem. But, now how I'm going to carry everything inside the home. God already my legs are paining badly then how I am going to carry it. With these troublesome thoughts, I got out of the auto and requested the auto driver to help me. First he denied it, but after seeing my struggles to carry it, he agreed to help me. At last I bought everything for our sweet home. The happiest smile beamed on my face after seeing our cleaned house.

Chapter 3

Leka pov,

The candle is giving brightness to our house. I finished cleaning the house in the evening. After that, I started cooking quickly thinking that I should finish cooking before he gets home. While I was cooking, the light in the hall suddenly went out which was the only light in our house. There are no candles or extra bulbs in our house. Therefore somehow I managed to get out of our house in the darkness and told my situation to akka who was staying next to our house and requested her to give me a candle. After giving me an angry look, she gave me a candle. I just smiled sheepishly as a way to reply to her.

After getting a candle from her, I resumed the mission of cooking. I finished cooking at night at 8 o'clock. I know that I took more time to cook than others because I could not cook easily with my trembling hand. Anyway I finished it smoothly in the end. I learned to cook in the prison. At first I didn't know how to cook anything, then I was forced to learn it in prison. Prison life taught me many things. A sad smile came on my face from the memories of my prison life. I quickly replaced it with a happy smile with the thinking of my husband. I entered the bathroom to take a shower while wondering why he hadn't come home yet. I wore that same dress again as there was no other dress for me to wear after bathing.

As soon as I came out of the bathroom, I saw him sitting in the bed and removing his socks. I called him and went near him with a smile.

"Hari.."

He nodded and gave me a weak smile. After seeing his tired smile, I held his hand and told him,

"You are looking tired. Come and have dinner. Then, you can take rest"

"No leka. I already had my dinner. Now I just need to take a shower." He told me in a plain tone.

Then, without waiting for my reply, he took his clothes from a bag which is placed on the shelf near to the bed and stormed into the bathroom quickly. I stared at the closed bathroom door for some time and sat on the bed and looked at the cuts on my hand which I got while cooking food for him. Why is he behaving like this ?. Does he not want to live with me ?. Was he forced to get married to me ?. Will he not accept me as his wife ?.

While thinking about all this, my left hand started to tremble. I held my trembling hand tightly with the other hand to stop the trembling. This usually happens to me when I get tense. I cried silently as I tried to control my trembling hand. I felt his hand on my shoulder. Even after feeling his touch, I didn't look at him. I didn't want him to see my vulnerable state. I silently tried to control my tears and trembling hand. Unexpectedly he hugged me sidley in a standing position. My right side face was pressed against his stomach. My tears and trembling started to slow down as a result of his embrace. Then, I heard his voice,

"Sorry leka. Forgive me if you are crying because of me."

He sat near me and held my face in his hand. Doesn't he feel disgusted touching my scalded cheek ?. This is why I fell in love with him. He is the only person who would look at my face without any pity or disgust. He wiped my tears and told me in soft tone,

"I don’t like to see my wife in tears. I want to keep you always happy. I know you lived a luxurious life and it would be hard for you to be in this house. Sorry leka, with my salary I was only able to rent this house. You know my sisters and brother are still studying and I have taken care of their needs also. I will try to rent a nice house as you like. I w.."

I placed my hand on his mouth inorder to stop him from talking further and asked him with a smile,

"Hari.. Do you know how I wish to live my life ?."

He gave me a confused look and nodded as no. I smiled and told him,

"I wish to live my life as your wife. I don't want money, fame or any luxurious life. I only want you in my life. Please don't leave me in any situation. I can't bear it, hari. Everything I said may sound strange to you but I don't know what to give you other than my love for accepting someone like me as your wife."

He took my hand from his mouth and kissed it and asked me in a deep voice,

"Are you ready to be my wife in every way ?."

I understood the hidden meaning in his words. I nodded yes and looked at my hand which he was locked in. I heard his deep voice again,

" Then. It means. Can we take the next step as husband and wife !!."

I looked at him and held his face in my hand and placed my lips on his as to reply to him. While kissing me roughly, he laid me on the bed and hovered me. In a swift second, he removed mine and his dress. He removed my dress a little harshly. In the way he removed my dress, I felt pain in my injured leg. He pressed my chest and said,

"What is this ?. Why is it so small ?. After touching it, I lost the mood to have sex."

I felt humiliated after hearing his words.. Tears gathered in my eyes due to his insulting words. I hugged him quickly when he tried to move away and told him in cracked tone,

"Sor..ry.. ha..ri"

He removed my hand harshly and stated angrily,

"Please don't touch me with your shaky hand."

I looked at him with tear filled eyes. Why was he insulting me like this ?. Why was he behaving differently suddenly ?. I heard his fuming voice again,

"Shit.. Don't you know how to shave it ?. Full of hair. No one will sleep with you after seeing your ugly body."

I cried and gasped in pain as he entered inside me brutally. I bite my trembling hand so as not to cry loudly. But, he held both of his hands tightly and started to move roughly inside me as if he wished to hear me cry. I heard his mocking voice as he was moving fastly.

"I never thought you would be a virgin."

All his insulting and mocking words pierced my heart like an arrow. I mumbled sorry again and again for each of his mocking words.

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Chapter 4

Leka pov,

I opened my eyes as sunlight directly hit my face through the window. Again I closed my eyes and squirmed on the bed with no intention of waking up from sleep. Abruptly I sit on the bed with the pain as yesterday night's memory strikes in my mind. Tears welled up in my eyes as I remembered the events of last night. I looked for him around the house with the aid of my eyes. Did he leave me naked in the bed and go to work ?. I got out of bed with pain and tied a bed sheet around me with difficulty and tried to walk but I fell to the ground as I could not walk because of the pain. I layed on the floor for a while and then get up slowly with the support of the bed.

I slowly went near the shelf and took one of his dresses from his bag and went to the bathroom to take a shower. I felt so hungry because I hadn’t eaten anything since yesterday. Therefore, I went to the kitchen after taking a shower. Tears welled up in my eyes again when I saw the food I cooked for him last night. Foods are not spoiled yet as I cooked everything last night. I ate the food which I cooked last night. After washing the plate, I went to the bed to sleep some more time as I don't have any other work. The humiliation I experienced from him last night did not allow me to sleep. Maybe the humiliation that I faced last night was also the punishment for the sin I had committed. When will the punishment for the sin I committed, end ?.

The sound of knocking on the door disturbed my sleep. Everything around me was dark when I opened my eyes. I went to open the door wondering if I had slept upto the night. I opened the door and saw him standing with a carrier bag in his hand. All the events from last night came before my eyes at the instant my glance landed on him. I don't want to hear his mocking words again. Therefore, without saying anything, I went and sat on the bed.

He came inside the house and took off his shirt and took out some new bulbs from carrier bag. Then, he fitted the bulb into the electrical socket. He fitted the bulb in the hall, kitchen, bathroom and in front of the house. After turning on the lights, he went to the bathroom to take a shower. Our whole house glowed with the brightness of a bulb and my face glowed with happiness the instant I saw the brightness in our house.

I didn't cook anything for him today. I know that he is not going to eat it no matter what I cook. With these thoughts, I laid in the bed and closed my eyes to sleep again.

"LEKA"

Hearing his angry voice, I opened my eyes and saw him sitting on the bed near me with the food parcel in his hand. I sat up on the bed and looked at him confusingly. He placed a food parcel on my lap and told me with a smile,

"Leka, no one should sleep with an empty stomach. So, have your dinner first and then you can sleep again."

"I already had dinner." I replied to him and placed the food parcel on the bed and tried to lay on the bed.

Before I could lay on the bed, he held my hand and pulled me towards him and hugged me and told me,

"Sorry leka. I don't know why I behaved like that last night. Please forgive me leka. Please don't hate me. If you are angry with me, it's okay I can understand it but please have your dinner."

I didn't return the hug and just stayed still without saying anything. However, suddenly he held my face in his hand and kissed my scald cheek and apologised to me in a broken tone,

"Sorry leka. Please forgive me."

I nodded with a bright smile and started to have dinner. After kissing my forehead, he went to the bathroom. Everyone looked at my scalded cheek with disgust. But, he kissed it with love. It shows the love he has for me. Hari loves me. With these thoughts, I had dinner with a smile.

He came out of the bathroom when I finished dinner. I got up from the bed and went to the kitchen to wash my hands. After washing my hands, I came back to the hall and saw him lying on the bed. After I turned off the light, I went and laid on the bed. He hugged me from behind and asked me in confused tone,

"Leka.. Why are you wearing my dress ?."

"I have no other clothes except what I wore yesterday. Why don't you like it ?." I asked him in a low tone.

"No.. I love to see you in my dress." He told me in a deep voice and removed the first two buttons of his shirt which I was wearing. He loosened it up to my shoulder and placed wet kisses on my shoulder and whispered,

"Tomorrow I will buy a new dress for you."

I moaned because of his wet kisses and held his hand, when he tried to unbutton the remaining buttons of his shirt in order to take it off from my body.

However, contrary to our situation, he suddenly asked me in a blunt tone,

" When will you get pregnant ?."

I turned and looked at him shockingly and asked him in a curious tone,

"Why ?. Do you like babies that much ?."

For which he smiled and kissed my forehead and said in a soft tone,

"Yes, I want us to have many babies."

I kissed his chest and told him in a jubilant,

"Okay. I will give birth to as many children as you want."

After saying it, I hugged him and placed my face on his chest and asked him in a smooth tone,

"Hari, I don't know anything about your family. I only saw your parents at our wedding. Can you tell me about your family ?."

"Leka, I already told you, please don't touch me with your shaky hand. I feel uncomfortable when you touch me with your shaky hand."

I looked at him with tears and immediately took my hand from his body and tried to move away from his grip. He looked at me with a smile as if he had not hurt me with his words and tightened his grip and pulled me towards him more closely and began to say,

"Leka, I'm from a very poor family. A Total of eight people are in my family including you. My parents, three sisters, one brother and you. A sister and brother are studying college and my other two sisters have not completed their schooling yet. I'm working hard to give them a good life. I have never bought anything for myself yet. I would send my whole salary to my family, that's why I didn't buy any necessary items for this house. I will eat at the office canteen as food is free at the office canteen. Do you know what my dream is ?."

For his query, I nodded as no. He pecked my lips and said in a sweet tone,

"My dream is live with you and our babies happily after fulfilling all my obligations"

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Chapter 5

Leka pov,

Some areas of our house roof started to leak due to heavy rain. I placed the pots on the wet spots of the floor where the raindrops are leaking. After placing the pots, I went and sat on the bed. I looked at the burning candle, it is the only source of light in our house now. There is no electricity today because of rain.

One year has passed since I was released from prison. Will he come home today or will stay in his office quarters ?. I miss him. It has been five days since he came home. Nowadays he does not come home properly and only comes one day a week. I know that he works so hard for us without even minding his health. He came home daily until he worked under Ramakrishnan sir. But, unexpectedly Ramakrishnan sir became ill. As the result of Ramakrishnan sir's sudden detrimental health, his son had to take all the responsibilities of the company. After his son took over the company, hari workload increased. So, Hari could not come home regularly.

I thought many times that I could go to his office to see him and at the same time I don't want to make him feel ashamed in front of his co-workers. I knew his co-workers would insult him after knowing that I was his wife. I should never be a reason for him to be ashamed. So I left the idea of going to his office. I heard a ringtone sound on my mobile phone which was given to me by hari for my birthday. I answered the phone with a smile while remembering the memories of things that happened on my birthday.

"Hello hari.."

" Leka.. How many times have I told you to not call me at office time ?." He shouted from the other side of the phone.

" Please don't get angry, hari. I just called to know if you were coming home or not. Today I cooked your favourite chicken gravy with chappathi. I am..."

I stopped my words midway after hearing his angry voice,

"LEKA.. Just shut up your gibberish talks. Don't call me again."

I looked at the mobile with tears. It's a basic set mobile. After giving this old fashioned mobile, he apologised several times that he could not buy me a new model mobile with his salary. He was always like this. At first, he would get angry and scold me badly, then he would apologise to me a thousand times for that. I laid on the bed and fell asleep with all the memories of the past year.

The loud noise of the falling plate made me wake up from my beauty sleep.

Damn, stupid cat.

I'm going to kill you today. I got out of bed and went to the kitchen.

" Bloody cat. Really today you are going to die in my hands." I shouted after seeing the messy kitchen.

This damn cat has doubled my work today. God !!. When will I go to work after cleaning all this ?. After scolding the useless cat for some more time for messing up the kitchen, I cleaned the kitchen and got ready to go to work.

I have been working in the library as a cleaner for the past 11 months. No one is ready to give me a job based on my education because of my disability. At the same time, Hari also doesn't have money to run the house after sending all his salary to his family. After seeing his condition, I decided to do any kind of work. The main reason I couldn't get a good job was my trembling hand. After facing many rejection, atlast I got a cleaner job in the library. My job is to keep the floor and books dust free. It's funny right ?. The woman who once commanded everyone around her is now doing her job at the behest of others. I heard librarian madam angry voice,

"Ya cleaner.. Am I paying you to daydream without doing any work ?."

"Sorry madam." I replied to her and mopped the floor with my right hand.

I called her when she was about to leave the place after ordering me to clean the floor neatly.

"Madam.. Will you give me 2 hrs permission to go to the hospital ?."

"Okay.. After cleaning this floor, you can go. If you have not arrived within two hours, I will consider it as a whole day's leave." she told me and left for her cabin.

I have been receiving treatment for the last two months to get pregnant without informing hari. Everytime we made love, he would always ask me when I would get pregnant. I know he loves babies, the only thing he constantly asks me is baby. Therefore, I started getting treatment to fulfil his wish.

I went to the hospital after cleaning the floor. Shortly after going to the hospital, the doctor called me to her cabin. After entering the doctor's cabin, I sat in the chair as the doctor stated. Then, She asked me in clear tone,

" Mrs.Leka Hari, right ?."

I nodded in a way to respond to her query. After giving me one short look, she opened my report file and looked it and told me in a professional tone,

"Mrs.Leka Hari.. Now you don't have any problem conceiving. If you still don't get pregnant after this then we need to do some tests for your husband."

How could hari have a problem ?. God !!. I only know how strong he was in bed. A lot of times I lost consciousness due to his rudeness in the bed. He behaves completely differently whenever we do it and also he would insult me by commenting how ugly I'm. He has not allowed me to hug him because of my trembling hand yet. Even though he behaved like this while we were doing it, after that he would apologise for his rude behaviour. I could not hate him no matter what he did because of the unconditional love I had for him. Not everyone is perfect. Everyone has some flaws, some of them hide it deeply within them and some of them show it to their loved ones. My hari openly showed his flaws to me. Anyway, I love his flaws too.

I left the hospital after asking the doctor if I should continue taking the medication. I have to walk a little distance from the hospital to go back to the library again. Therefore, I started to walk. As I was walking, I heard the ringtone sound of my mobile. I took my mobile out of my purse and looked at the phone display, the call coming in from a new number. I quickly attend the call and asked in a curious tone,

"Hello.. Who is this ?."

"Hello madam.. I am speaking from QS Hotel in chennai. Can I speak with Mrs.Leka Hari ?." I heard a girl's voice from the other side of the phone.

"Yes.. I'm Mrs.Leka Hari." I replied to her.

"Madam, your husband came to our hotel to attend a business meeting. Unfortunately, he fell down the stairs. We tried to take him to the hospital but he is not ready to cooperate with us. He gave your number and requested us to call you here. Please madam come soon."

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